18 4 / 2012
I feel way better today than I felt in a long time. My neck is actually getting better and training yesterday just motivated me again. It’s great what the gym can do with you. Not only physically but mentally. I am so thankfull that I can workout and go to the gym.
Tonight we’re going to an MXPX show. CAN’T WAIT! I love this band so much! <3
Before that I have to go to school for 4 hours and hit the gym to do legs. :)
Familiy stuff is still dragging me down, well not actually family, but someone is trying to betray my granny and sue her. But in fact he is wrong, but it seem we can’t really proof anything. That’s freaking me out, because it’s just not fair. WAH! I hope training can keep my mind off that.
For lunch I made oatmeal to eat it in school! ;) Other planned meals: protein shake after working out, when at home: greek yogurt with banana, honey, cinnamon. For dinner: we’re going out to eat, so I hope for lean beef and veggies.
Hope your day is going well, cya later!
16 4 / 2012
breakfast: 5 egg whites
dinner: shrimp with mushrooms and onions, naan bread
snack: grapes and cereals and milk
Should have been more, but today killed me, kind of. I am surprised I ate so much because I was in such a bad mood that I didn’t want to eat at all.
Tomorrow I have an exam for which I couldn’t really study, because I am so upset with something going on in my family and I was so distracted. BUT after school I’ll head to the gym, I guess I will fell way better afterwards. I didn’t go to the gym today after all because of my back. I really hope everything will be ok again soon, because right now I feel like a depressed piece of crap and that is not really me. I am usually fun and totally motivated and doing everything to reach my goals, but now all comes kind of crashing down. I feel so weak, and I hate that. WHERE AM I??? grrr
26 3 / 2012
- My arms don’t look so skinny in t-shirts anymore.
- I can eat giant breakfasts that would normally keep me full till mid afternoon and be hungry two hours later.
- My quads and hamstrings actually stand out in my jeans, not just yoga pants.
- My forearms are bigger.
- My heart beats slower and healthier.
- When shaving, my legs feel much more muscular, especially my calves.
- When I’m looking for something up high, I can stand on my tiptoes much longer.
ahahaha -> story of my life. I feel constantly hungry! Every two hours my body signals that it’s time to eat. It’s awesome! :) I love it! My boyfriend gives me funny looks all the time cuz it seems like I am eating all the time. haha. (he is not really into all that and can’t see why I would be hungry two hours after eating 4 egg whites a load of oatmeal).
25 3 / 2012